Yep, that's right, we are off for our final two and a half weeks on the road before coming home for Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year's. It's hard to believe this much time has gone by already. It seems like it was just a few weeks ago that we started training. It's weird to think there are only 6 shows and 18 days left...wow...time flies, doesn't it?
I have learned so much already, and I'm so thankful for this experience (even on the days when it's been emotional and frustrating...).
With only 2 1/2 weeks left in this first half, the thing that's really been on my heart lately has been the question "What's next?" About 3 weeks ago I went back to GCC to see my friends and spend a couple days there. I didn't see it as this when I decided to go, but while I was there, I realized that it was giving me a glimpse of what it would be if I tried to go back. I had a strange feeling when I was there...like I didn't belong anymore, and except for my friends obviously, I didn't fit. It was weird being there with no other purpose than to see my friends again. After just being on that campus again, I see how difficult it would be for me to go back; it would be a difficult door to reopen. So with that being said, and after thinking and praying about it, I really think that my time as a student at GCC is over, my time there is done and now I can look forward to the next opportunity God has for me. Now...this was a hard thing for me to realize, because my friends are still there. But God has given me such a peace about this decision and i praise Him for speaking to me on this matter, and I also praise Him for friends that are going to last even though I'm not there anymore.
Now, I'm praying for continued guidance on What's Next. I'm trying to take it one day at a time and simply pray that God would show me what to pursue, within SRT as well as after SRT. If it's one thing I ask, it would be that y'all would join me that very prayer. Like I keep saying, God is faithful, and I know that He will lead me everyday if only I let Him. I trust in Him, and by taking it one day at a time, I truly believe He will reveal to me in His time what His plan and purpose is for my life.
Thank you for your prayers, your support, and encouragement. God bless you all!
In Christ,
~Daughter of the King :-)
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